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Well its been a while since iv done one of these. But I have been dealing with a lot of things including but not limited to school, work, social life, women, fish tank, ext. and one other thing that will surely surprise many people in the next few months =)
So to start off I really like this semester because I have little to distract me and I feel like I'm really making great strides in my education. I would however like this semester to be done with because I'm tired of doing math. Its not that I hate it, I'm just tired of it.
along with doing well in school i am also doing well in other aspects of life. I'v ben putting myself out there when it comes to women and there have been some successes and some failures. I also have been taking a very deep inner look at myself and found things that I'm strong in and other things I'm weak in. Like I use to have a poor self image. I thought I looked very unattractive and unfit, but instead of sitting there and sulking I did something about it. Iv been going to the gym a lot and have been running, swimming, lifting weights the whole nine yards. I have been find out who and what I really am. Even if you have made mistakes and you constantly look at what you have done wrong, remember it is those mistakes that make you into the person you are now. It is said that strongest steel is forged in the hottest of fires. Don't look at what you were but what you are now and what you can be. Dont let your mistakes hinder you instead use them to be better.
In addition to working out more I have also been much better about my diet. I have cut out a big chunk of processed sugars and calories. I am eating more fruit and less sweets. Drinking more water and less soda. I have been feeling really good because of doing that...well not until recently.
On Thursday I woke up with a horrible head ache and I was very confused were I was and I was complaining of my back and neck hurting. Well I went to the doctor and He told me i need to go to the E.R. because I my have Meningitis (which is a infection in the spinal cord that can kill you if left untreated) So I went to the E.R. at saint marks and they preformed a plethora of test the last one being a spinal tap...... For those who don't know what that is they take a fluid that is around your spinal cord. and how they do this is by getting a needle about 3 1/2 inches long and go in-between your disk in your back to suck some out...if this sounds really painful guess what it is! for those who know me really well you know I'm terrified of needles, and this particular test was my biggest fear. so ya for the past several days iv been feeling very not myself. O and no Meningitis was found. WOOT!
But since iv been unable to leave my house I have developed a few dirty secrets...I really am starting to like "how i met your mother", "30 rock", and even starting to like "the big bang theory". I know I shouldn't but being cooped up for two days has given me a lot of time on my hands.
OK so here is a few pictures of my Fish tank as its been developing slowly. we have a few new additions to it that have very interesting personalities. (that is if you haven't been fallowing my facebook)
Above are Lux and his new friend Felix. These names are Latin so if your wondering why they are weird names that's why.
This is by far my favorite fish. Its a fire fish goby. I love how it goes from white to bright red/orange. I am kind of torn between the name. Its either going to be Tessa and Kara.
This guys name is Axel, he is an Emerald Crab. He has quite the attitude and pinched me when I picked him out of the bag. But over all kind of a cool little dude.
But ya that has been the past week for me. its been really interesting and not at all what I planned on doing but I take it as it comes.
